A thriller of an autobiography, a true account of my discovering & escaping three decades of MK Ultra programming, dysfunctional family systems & gang stalking. Due to unrelenting drive to find answers, I solved my own “Mystery Illness”. After coming to terms with uncomfortable facts, I came face-to-face with the real Monster hiding in plain sight. I fled Seattle, my home of two decades, to set out on a nomadic journey spanning two years. I found myself in Arizona, a place to rebuild myself from the ashes of my past & uncover my life purpose of being a Shaman & a mystic.